The expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lifes

Marseille,France.
The roadtrip just ended and I'm speechless again.Trying to take pictures in a moving car the whole week is just like trying to make the time stop.My dear friend drew a watch on my arm somewhere along the road.Now the colors are fading,moments passed,someone woke me up and clock started ticking again.I'm continuing my trip by train.Monaco,Nice and Cannes were for fancy people and I'm not one of them.Marseille is for me,the athmosphere where I belong.Trashy corners,street art,dying buildings,real life.Today a friend showed me around the city with a scooter,that was so cool I cannot describe it.Bye bye phone I dropped it somewhere on the streets of Marseille.It was worth it.Tomorrow I will let the ocean hold me once more,I'm heading to Strasbourg on Wednesday.

Light behind the dark curtain

The world passes by while sitting in the car,it breaks my heart to leave all those views and places behind,like if they only existed in my head.Last night I stayed in a squat in Milan,it felt like home there even though the people did not speak english well.The cats and chickens and turkeys were following me everywhere,even to the bathroom where I found fresh eggs... I slept in a guesthouse with a one-eyed cat.Today we arrived in Lugano,Switzerland.Im around so kind people who cook for me and take care of me its priceless.When I went for a walk in the evening,the streets were almost empty at 8pm and people who I saw wished me good night.The mountains look so powerful they take my breath away,tomorrow I want to get up there and learn how to breathe again.

New waves

Too much is happening my head can't handle it.Right now my eyes hurt,I could cry and sweat and scream but I'm too tired.I've got so much to tell you.I got accepted to Turku university of applied sciences,going to study cloth design there.I'm getting my friend's old appartment(in the picture),just signed the papers for the rent.The other thing is I'm leaving for Milano in a couple of days,on a roadtrip in Italy,Switzerland and France.Then coming back by train via Belgium,Germany,Austria,Slovenia,Croatia,Hungary,Poland,Denmark and Sweden.Almost a month long trip,am I even prepared for this? Taking a backpack full of films with me,hoping for the best.When I come home I will again have to start packing and then move.I wish there's time to keep you guys updated.

First of July

ugly old picture,me on surveillance camera...

How to become a wiccan

via blackmagicalcat

Give me a bath

More ocean...

You can't believe you're actually going before you buy the ticket

Käpylä,Helsinki.I bought "the ticket",I will tell you later where I'm going.

She used to kiss me good night

My mom in the 80's.

Pure nostalgia

Yeah it's ugly but I couldn't resist...

Keep me company

We drove to West coast on Saturday evening listening to a mix tape made by our friend.Empty roads and misty summer fields,stopping at Tampere to eat vegan burgers.We slept in the car for three hours before driving the rest twenty kilometers.We arrived at the beach at 4 in the morning.There was a small group of teenagers sitting by the campfire and one old lady collecting beer cans.But we didn't care about them,we only heard seagulls laughing above us searching for food.
I washed my face in the ocean.The water was ice cold but I still wanted to go swimming.I picked up seashells,sun burned my eyes at 7 am.We drove some kilometers to an island where we found big rocks by the sea and went to sleep there.It was so quiet,the whole place was empty of people.I closed my eyes and listened the waves.
Well the next day when we were supposed to leave,our car broke in the evening so we just set up a tent and slept there till Monday.It was rainy and cold,the girl selling ice cream probably had no customers that day.The waves were getting bigger and bigger.My dad came to get us home,on our way we saw hundreds of trees torn down by the storm.I would've wanted to take pictures of them but I ran out of film way too quickly.

i hate you i love you i hate you i love you...

No wait,a list of things coming with me:
underwater camera
tent
mix tapes for road trip
road map
swimsuit
sneakers
playing cards
sun cream
letter paper
pencils
sketchbook
boyfriend
...

We're changing our ways,taking different roads

We are leaving for a roap trip to Finland's biggest and most beautiful beach by the ocean.Bye and kisses! I'll be back in a few days but then soon I'm gone again,to Europe.I'm a lazy blogger I know.Big changes need to be made with the layout so no background or header for awhile.. just wait till I feel inspired.

"I'm sorry.Come back.It was a joke."

Bunny from Nick Cave's novel "The Death of Bunny Munro", photo google search.

Only coffee for lunch

Addicted to soy coffee with mint syrup,drinking it from my bambi mug.

She rings my bell

Young Drew Barrymore.

Ocean make love to me

via cccrystals,Emilie,bones&braids
Slow motion days,I get one thing done in 24 hours.I spent three days finishing this post??? Too many unwritten letters,sorry you penpal sweeties who don't deserve this at all... I'm having surfers on my couch,people should do more sleepovers and pajama parties haha

What a young girl should not know

Dazed&Confused magazine,Cristina,unknown & David Hamilton

Candles in a circle

March 2011 Jyväskylä,candles for the Japanese tsunami victims.

Aggression shattered into vacant sadness

Isa took me to this breathtaking place a week ago in Turku.
btw I really want to make graffitis,learn how to skate and play records in a blurry club

Hawks from every angle

House that looks like Pippi Longstocking's home.